ynwa

Serious.

2011-12-10T04:56:00.003+08:00

I guess i gave some people the impression that i dont give a shit about anything? And i just wanna have fun. I think thats the impression i gave people but not much know the real me. Except my close friends and perhaps some teachers? Haha idk. I guess its because i tend to have fun in sch instead of being hardworking. But if you're not having fun in sch thn wouldnt it be boring? Afterall the teachers are kinda bad? Haha idk. I find no point. Most of my homework are also copied too. And i regret it actually. Cause i would struggle afterwards. Also, i tend to watch soccer or play games instead of studying for my papers whn they are like the nxt day? Lol idk. I've never been serious in my education before. I guess its because of the things i've thought of which were aganist the education system. I find it no point doing so because no matter how much i complain, the grades are still the thing that everyone need to survive in the vicious cycle of being a singaporean. We can do nothing but study.
Actually if you think of it. If every student in singapore refuses to go to sch the government will be left with no choice but to pay us to do so. They might say we will not have a future. But with a unskilled workforce our country wouldnt be able to develop. Hence they still need us to study.
See thats where i spend my time on instead of studying.
Yeah if i could redo my whole secondary life would i? Definitely. Why not?
In my life i guess im bad at prioritising stuffs. Instead of studying for my o levels, i do other stuffs. Kinda stupid. Im never good at it. I just hope my o levels score would be decent and i can get into a poly. And i shall see how frm there. Its useless to say that i would work hard cause i never will.
The most importantly, I dont learn from "Once bitten twice shy". It sucks. It really does. How do you feel whn you put so much effort into something and suddenly gone. Lol.
Its like 5am now. Cya.

Hi. Im back.

2011-12-08T20:34:00.005+08:00

Sup. Know blogging isnt really the thing now and i dont really bother if anyone reads it. Just blogging for the fun of it. Have things to do but i find this fun. O levels are over, kinda screwed everything up. I dont really bother but i dont wanna disappoint my parents. They treat me damn well. At least to me. Well, this year wasnt that great for me. If i could redo it, i would. But again, its over. At least i've grew mentally? If that makes sense. In life, everyone grows and become mature right? Yea, i guess in the past i've done things which i think i could handle it in a more mature way. Oh well. Life after o levels is great. No school which means i can wake up anytime that i want. However, body clock kinda screwed up due to soccer and stuffs. Tend to lay on the bed for hours before i can fall asleep. Why? Idk, i have a bad habit. Once i'm on my bed, i tend to think of alot of stuffs. This should be done like during the day time or what idk. It sucks tho, even whn i have only an hour of sleep the previous day. My schdule for the holiday is kinda flexible. Not working at all cause im not really in need of any money. Altho im alittle curious and find working fun. But i rather enjoy my time now. This period of free time only come once in a life time. My room is like revamped cause my parents got me a new cupboard. I've realized now adays i have the urge to type proper english? Idk why too. And it seems like i talk more sense now or is it just crap lol.

This is something i've tot of. If you can wish for something, what would you? I guess there's a variety of answers. Mainly money? But there isnt any point to be rich if you're not healthy. You wouldnt enjoy it also. Imagine people being rich but they have some severe illness. It sucks too. So yea i guess the ideal answer is being healthy for the rest of your life. Okay, its most likely crap too.

2010-07-31T19:12:00.001+08:00

Currently not blogging. Hogging to the name only.